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about me


khai ping (benjamin)
sim rmit graduate
26 years old
happily attached
events & promotions executive



my wish list for 2009


get a job!
 get a new watch
go on more holidays
play more golf practice golf
pick up photograghy
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get a dslr
learn thai language





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    Saturday, May 10, 2008 12:09 AM

    a day after exams..! in sarawak..!

    exams are over! can finally breath a sigh or relieve.. currently im over in bintulu, sarawak attending my sister-in-law's side of the wedding dinner. feel happy for them ^^ but i dun really feel happy for myself.. =/ i look around.. everyone is so happy. my brother and sister in law.. or my most of my frens.. with their partners and all. but for me.. i am just seriously feeling empty at times.. all these thoughts isnt just for the sake of having a gf or feeling desperate.. its just the empty and hollow feeling.. one that i have been feeling for quite some time already.. no hands to hold.. no arms to rest on.. no one to hug.. to lie and sleep beside.. no face to see while waking up.. just feeling drained.. and tired.. and empty.. i wonder when i'll be filled up.. with all the emotions again.. i want a shoulder to lie on.. i want someone to hug while falling asleep together.. i want that wonderful feeling of opening ur eyes in the morning and the 1st thing u will see is that someone.. right next to u..

    guess i shdnt be feeling so emo.. its my brother's wedding..! i shd be happy.. cos eventually it'll be my turn! i really want to see that day come.. kind of day dreaming.. considering the fact tt i dun even hv a gf.. but ya.. i really want that..


    "Who doesn't long for someone to hold..
    Who knows how to love you without being told..
    Somebody tell me why I'm on my own..
    If there's a soulmate for everyone..."


    .miracle happen at 12:09 AM.