mmm... just recieved a msg from my laopo.. saying this few days dun contact her.. cos she got into some problem.. if not.. might get sent back to taiwan.. haizz... its my fualt.. i feel so guilty.. pls.. dun let her be sent back.. i need her..
laopo.. im so sorry.. sorry mi cant be there with u to face wad u r facing.. is there any way i can make it up to u.. pls tell mi. i'll be here waiting for this few days to go by.. waiting for u to msg mi again. wo men hui tao guo zhe ge jie nan de.. hugx. wo ai ni.. pls.. hear my prayers.. dun let her leave..

well... jus now my gf's mom saw mi when mi n her were gonna hv our dinner at the market... she was quite angry with my gf.. asked her go home immidietely. haiz.. i can only blame myself. shd hv spotted her 'lurking' at the void deck... yup.. she was really lurking. ><
now.. i feel very bad.. guilty.. my gf denied everything of cos. if not we would be dead. luckily.. we tao guo le this jie nan.
online.. my gf said to me.. maybe we shdnd meet tmr. i asked her y. she said she dont feel like seeing mi.. she liked walking alone. wanted to hv more of her time alone. and tat was the last i heard of her tat day le.
online, her sister told me not to b sad. i told her tt i kinda blame myself for all this.. jus wan to know if she is feeling alrite. she said, cant always blame myself.. haha.. cant help it i said.. im used to blaming myself when things go wrong le. she laughed also.

maybe.. i am really too "sticky" le. keep on "fan" her. i dont noe.. maybe so ba. but.. whenever i see her, my heart wakes up.. no matter how lousy my day was b4, it would all change in tt moment im with her.
whoever tat is up there.. i pray.. pls watch over her. dont let her walk the wrong path again.. i found her lost somewhere along the way.. brought her along with mi. n we found happiness. i wan her to be happy. not to everyday be alone again. not to be lost again.. pls.. whoever tt is listening, do help mi.. i believe tt we'll find our destination together. no matter wad danger or evil things try to pull us apart.. i'll always protect her frm them. not let them take her away.. dont take her away...
ya.. maybe she does need some personnel space.. everyone does.. mi understand.. i'll always listen to wad she tells mi. jus wan to noe tt she is fine tts all. i wan her to be happy with mi.
tts my dream.. n.. i'll try my best to make hers come true as well.

thanks.. for listening to wad i hv to say.. i am happy. happy to hv found u. happy to be with u.
hope everything turns out well..
i believe it will.. do u?

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