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khai ping (benjamin)
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Saturday, May 28, 2005 10:06 PM

king of the house!

ahhh! im all alone again at home.. haha.. cant believe it! after coming back frm a 1 month europe trip.. my mom went back to our jia xiang in KL... most prob will be there for a few wks.. while my dad.. after coming back frm a 4 day australia trip.. went to china for a business trip! leaving me all alone again.. baa.. i've been living alone at home for the last few wks again! omg.. well.. at least i can practice self dicipline.. >< (warm-up for living alone nxt time when i study overseas) haha..
not enough slp as well.. slept at 2am last nite.. cos was putting some finishing touches to some1's 21st birthday present.. n even though i did not hv any duty today.. woke up at 5am! to "drop off" the present.. haha.. but its all worth it.. ^^ hope she likes it..
speaking of birthday.. im starting to think i am old! last wk few personnels came into my camp.. omg! suddenly i am a senior.. haha.. but they r 4 yrs younger den me.. n they ord only a few months later den me.. wad is this world coming to! 1 of the oldest in my section.. yet 1 of the last to ord.. stupid army! making me feel so old.. lol..
ps.. my pocket has a huge hole n i am living by eating grass.. haha.. living alone without my parents can be such a hassel.. =p

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Friday, May 27, 2005 7:28 PM

hate me

if u hate/dislike me.. dont act friendly with me.
if u have something to say.. say it in my face. not behind my back.
almost everyone hates "two faced" & "fake" people, yet.. why are there so many out there?
ironic isnt it.. being exactly what they state to hate.
....
am i becoming one amongst them?

i have seen many.. in school, during attachment, during work, in the army, even among my (so called) friends..

sad.. it is.. but, its part of this world.. & its here to stay.
like it, or not.

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Thursday, May 12, 2005 10:49 PM

tiredd

wa.. so tired recently.. sleep as early as 10pm.. but still like a zombie the nxt day! the running is really killing me ~ 6-7km n still increasing! nvm.. at least my ippt got silver le.. frm fail to silver! quite an improvement.. an extra $100 as well.. hahaha.. got my pay few days ago.. planning to go on a shopping spree. ^^

hai~ tmr is friday.. hving duty.. is not tat i mind.. just tat my frens r going east coast to drink.. jie jiu xiao chou they say.. haha.. well.. yeah.. its well needed.. can really see tat each of them hv thier own problems currently.. 1 is worried about his future studies.. cant get bank loan to go overseas.. another is a lonely fella.. n tat his nxt month duty forcast is shit.. lol.. i wanted to join them as well.. but i cant! haiz.. i really want to drink as well..

its been quite some time since i last step to the sea side.. sit down.. sea breeze in my face.. n really talk about life.. used to do tat during my o lvl period.. really very long ago.. the feeling can be quite nice. u will discover things.. whether u want it or not.. n also u'll feel better the nxt day. hmm... i hv my problems as well.. but there is really nth much i can do at the moment. only thing i can do is to just complete my ns 1st.. n see wad god has installed for me. hopefully is something gd.. lol..

a gal tat i used to like alot in poly recently broke up with her bf. happened to know cos somehow i was blog hopping.. n somehow i hopped onto her blog n saw it.. things can really changed in a few yrs.. they used to be the closest of couples then.. so close tat i would feel extremely jealous.. cos afterall.. she is the gal i liked.. haha.. but now.. an item they r not. anyways.. she is a very pretty gal.. n i am sure tat there will be guys lining up waiting to replace her ex. hmmm... too bad i wont be 1 of them. lol.. there is this strange feeling in me.. but im not sure wad it is.. but 1 thing is for sure.. its not the same as it was.. *confused* but anywas..! apperently she is recovering frm the break up quite well. quite happy tat she is moving on with life quite well.. as for the guy... hmm... he was my classmate for 3 yrs in poly.. but i nv talk to him b4.. unless proj or bo bian.. dun really liked him anyway. maybe cos he was with her. haha.. hey! ppl r selfish.. love IS selfish.. so shd i laugh at him now? nah.. im not tat bad a person. but wadever he did or do.. i dont care. cos i still treat her as a fren. n as a fren.. i will always care for her n wish her well. she might not know it.. but i do often think of her sometimes.. even though we rarely to almost nv contact each other.. but yeah.. it doesnt matter.. its already the past. maybe i didnt work hard enough.. or maybe i just aint fated for her... so many questions ~ haha.. too much time on hand isnt a gd thing.. enough enough..! gotta stop here.. its nv ending man!

ps. the layout of this blog seems a little boring after awhile.. maybe i shd change it soon.. yea.. tats wad i'll do =p

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Sunday, May 08, 2005 11:14 PM

mother's day special

its mother's day today! didnt celebrate.. cos my mom is overseas. but still like to wish her happy mother's day..!

its just 2 more days b4 payday! it could'nt come at a better timing.. im quite broke at the moment.. haha.. been spending too much recently i guess.. gotta stop this bad habit.. if not i wont be able to save up much money for my hol trip in july. besides tat.. i also lost quite a bit on majong with my frens yesterdae.. really unlucky.. nth else can describe tat session. >< aniwayz, nxt time i'll make sure i get back wadever i lost.. haha..

hmm... rained the whole day today.. its been some time since its been like tat.. kinda good.. cos at least its not as hot as other days.. but.. i was kinda wearing a jacket for e whole day.. haha.. tats how sensitive i am to cold weather.

okie okie... e last few post is kinda boring e shit out of me as well.. lol.. need to drastically change my style of writing. no worries.. my nxt post will be different..! if not i'll also be fighting the "z monster" nxt time when i read my archieves.

*going to sleep soon*

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Thursday, May 05, 2005 12:05 PM

*blank*

v long nv updated my blog le.. cos nth much to write about recently.. not much happening around me.. didnt go anywhere after i book out frm camp for the past month or so.. ahh... i hate going into self-pity mood.. but things aint happening for this feeling to go away.. sux.. ><

*countdown to july 2006 begins..*

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