my exams are fast approaching.. i guess.. that means i have to start my study regime very soon.. thus will have even less time for me to do anything else.. less time to make available for asking ppl out.. particularly her..
i miss spending time with her.. miss her lying on my shoulder..miss going food hunting or just lazing around or just watching tv at her place.. and.. most importantly.. i felt cared for by her.. hmm.. i think of her all the time, but im not doing anything. i want to call and msg her.. to visit her.. but im afraid.. because suddenly.. it feels different.. the msgs and the calls.. its gotten less.. it feels cold.. like the distance is increasing..
yes i like her.. and i must be joking if i say i do not wish for her to be my gf.. i used to think that i had a pretty good chance.. but.. now.. well.. i dont know.. im kind of preparing for the worst.. lol..
hmm.. we'll see.. ^^ ciaos
.miracle happen at 10:30 AM.