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about me


khai ping (benjamin)
sim rmit graduate
26 years old
happily attached
events & promotions executive



my wish list for 2009


get a job!
 get a new watch
go on more holidays
play more golf practice golf
pick up photograghy
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get a dslr
learn thai language





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    Thursday, October 11, 2007 9:41 PM


    dont know what im feeling.. hai.. feel so down.. no motivation.. not getting any as well... no attention.. no care.. no smile.. no jokes.. not even a decent conversation.. all i get is sarcasm.. attitude.. quarrels.. frustration.. just beside me.. yet dont feel her at all.. she jokes.. smiles.. laughs.. none of them are directed to me... but are to some other guy.. sometimes i wonder.. am i really her bf..? i dont feel like one.. i feel more like a maid... stale..? dont know... feelings gone..? hope not.. sigh.... for the first time.. i feel.. like.. maybe its not worth it anymore... i just want to be cared for.. thats all... be acknowledged.... not getting any now.. at least i dont feel im getting any... =/


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