today was my 1st day of sch. after such a long time in the army.. mi finally needed to crack my brain open again le.. ><><>< cos mi n my 2 frens form a project group with 3 girls. haiz.. mi swear.. if there is a way to not know anyone else n lock myself up away from the world.. only to wait for my laopo.. do things with her.. go out with her.. n no1 else hor.. mi would sure do it de... i dowan her to be angry.. or sad.. or jealous.. i only wan her to be happy.. i try my best to please my laopo.. to do the things she say.. so tt she is happy. even if i think is v hard.. i still try.. cos at least i gave my best effort.
laopo.. i love u.. all tat matters is u. pls trust mi. i want us to be happily together everyday.. wan u to be free of worries.. wan to provide u with a comfortable life for u.. n our family. laopo.. i really need ur support. when everything is down.. when things doesnt turn out the way it should be for mi.. or when im sad... all tt takes for mi to be happy again.. is to hear ur voice.. giving n showing mi ur love for mi.. i know u seldom show it.. hee.. but i understand.. i know wad laopo is thinking all the time.. cos i understand laopo.. =)
i truely care so dearly for u.. mrs teh.. aka zheng guan ting.. hugx. let us walk into the rest of our lives together.. muackxx! i love u. my darling. *hugx*
n 1 more thing.. today laopo gave mi a water botter.. hee.. mi was so happy.. even though she didnt show it.. i noe tat she cares soo much more mi.. hee.. muackx..!!! laopo.. i love it wor.. mi will keep it dearly de.. hugx! cos it contains laopo's love for mi.. hee..
.miracle happen at 9:40 PM.