wa.. so tired recently.. sleep as early as 10pm.. but still like a zombie the nxt day! the running is really killing me ~ 6-7km n still increasing! nvm.. at least my ippt got silver le.. frm fail to silver! quite an improvement.. an extra $100 as well.. hahaha.. got my pay few days ago.. planning to go on a shopping spree. ^^
hai~ tmr is friday.. hving duty.. is not tat i mind.. just tat my frens r going east coast to drink.. jie jiu xiao chou they say.. haha.. well.. yeah.. its well needed.. can really see tat each of them hv thier own problems currently.. 1 is worried about his future studies.. cant get bank loan to go overseas.. another is a lonely fella.. n tat his nxt month duty forcast is shit.. lol.. i wanted to join them as well.. but i cant! haiz.. i really want to drink as well..
its been quite some time since i last step to the sea side.. sit down.. sea breeze in my face.. n really talk about life.. used to do tat during my o lvl period.. really very long ago.. the feeling can be quite nice. u will discover things.. whether u want it or not.. n also u'll feel better the nxt day. hmm... i hv my problems as well.. but there is really nth much i can do at the moment. only thing i can do is to just complete my ns 1st.. n see wad god has installed for me. hopefully is something gd.. lol..
a gal tat i used to like alot in poly recently broke up with her bf. happened to know cos somehow i was blog hopping.. n somehow i hopped onto her blog n saw it.. things can really changed in a few yrs.. they used to be the closest of couples then.. so close tat i would feel extremely jealous.. cos afterall.. she is the gal i liked.. haha.. but now.. an item they r not. anyways.. she is a very pretty gal.. n i am sure tat there will be guys lining up waiting to replace her ex. hmmm... too bad i wont be 1 of them. lol.. there is this strange feeling in me.. but im not sure wad it is.. but 1 thing is for sure.. its not the same as it was.. *confused* but anywas..! apperently she is recovering frm the break up quite well. quite happy tat she is moving on with life quite well.. as for the guy... hmm... he was my classmate for 3 yrs in poly.. but i nv talk to him b4.. unless proj or bo bian.. dun really liked him anyway. maybe cos he was with her. haha.. hey! ppl r selfish.. love IS selfish.. so shd i laugh at him now? nah.. im not tat bad a person. but wadever he did or do.. i dont care. cos i still treat her as a fren. n as a fren.. i will always care for her n wish her well. she might not know it.. but i do often think of her sometimes.. even though we rarely to almost nv contact each other.. but yeah.. it doesnt matter.. its already the past. maybe i didnt work hard enough.. or maybe i just aint fated for her... so many questions ~ haha.. too much time on hand isnt a gd thing.. enough enough..! gotta stop here.. its nv ending man!
ps. the layout of this blog seems a little boring after awhile.. maybe i shd change it soon.. yea.. tats wad i'll do =p
.miracle happen at 10:49 PM.
